Ever since my Interstim placement I fortunately am having far fewer accidents. However after an incredibly near miss in public a few months ago, I don't feel good about going out any length of time without protection. The problem is when I still have that occassional accident, they are the same as they always were-huge volume gushes. I get suck a kick out of the "do you leak", or "do you dribble". The answer is NO! I gush!!! And not just a few hundred cc's. My bladder is so large my average void is between 800-1200 cc's at a time. Because of my condition, I don't get the sensations of it filling until it gets so full, it spasms and with all the pressure I don't have a snowballs chance in hell of holding it. And once it starts, it doesn't stop until I am empty, so the "maximum absorbency" of most diapers on the market is an absolute joke! What do the consider maximum? 100, 200 cc's. The only way I can feel good that I am protected is to wear two heavy booster pads stuffed in a tape on diaper. The problem with that is, if I do make it to the bathroom and untape them to go in the urinal, They don't re-seal. So if I end up needing them for real, they don't work, they get "weighed down" with all that weight and the leak. My only option is to use them when I don't have to. So did I go through surgery to fix the problem and still have it anyway? Any ideas on diapers where I can get the best of both worlds?