I have never intentionally sat in a diaper and peed myself; I think that’s lazy and gross, not to mention expensive. I couldn’t do that. I have only wet a diaper when I’m unconscious of it and had no choice, like 99% of the time when I’m sleeping. I have certainly had daytime leaks but those were not my conscious choice.
The only time I can imagine wearing a diaper and intentionally having to consciously, deliberately use it while awake would be like in a situation I once found myself in when driving from L.A. to Las Vegas. Sometimes that entire journey on a two-lane highway is literally bumper-to-bumper the entire way, like on a Friday night when everyone’s going there to party, or if there’s been a car accident. There are no large bushes or trees under which you can pull over and pee. There are no exits with gas stations for two hundred miles. That journey includes going up the longest mountain pass in the United States. There are semi-trucks everywhere, coming from the busiest port in the United States, the Los Angeles port in Long Beach. The semis have a hard time struggling to get up that pass, slowing traffic down terribly. Cars are likely stopped in traffic staring at you if you get out of your car, so you really can’t just pull over and pee in the wilderness. There are no side roads; you’re totally surrounded by high desert mountains with only very short, puny bushes and cacti. A man can just pee in a bottle in his car, but there’s nothing a woman can do.
So the next time I drive from Los Angeles to Las Vegas, or vice versa, I will definitely wear a diaper, because last time I didn’t and it was an anxiety nightmare. If traffic like that got really horrible, I would probably have to deliberately wet the diaper. It’s crazy because without that kind of traffic, one can get from LA to LV in under four hours. But with that kind of traffic, it can take 12 hours or longer.
Additionally, because my knees and hips have been bone-on-bone for a decade and my ligaments all have micro-tears, I can no longer lift my body up from a squatting position to pee in the wilderness. I can only do it if I sit on the edge of the car door railing or a downed tree. When there are cars parked bumper-to-bumper in traffic, they know what you’re doing. It’s illegal. So I won’t chance it if there are no bushes/trees to hide in.
Anyway, it would only be in a condition of extreme duress such as that, that I would deliberately let my bladder loose into a diaper.
Another example of possibly having to do that would be on an airplane that is having to circle an airport for hours or had such turbulence that they wouldn’t let me up to use the bathroom correctly. Other than that, I’m not so lazy I won’t get up to use the toilet properly.
