I wanted to thank all of you so much for your words of encouragement and give you an update. I underwent an MRI looking for MS. NO MS! I am so thankful, but very confused. I haves several different symptoms that look like MS. I am still away from home. I wore the clamp for a long time and I was finally able to go purchase adult diapers at a local store. They sell different brands in Europe. I bought the tena slip kind and they seem to work very well. Ken, I want to thank you for your support and help through finding good protection. I am still deployed, I am hiding my incont. as best as I can. My Dr. knows and is helping my conceal it while getting treated. I am trying to wrap my head around this whole process. I am looking backwards to the diagnosis of Chronic Prostatitis. I have gone through several rounds of antibiotics, should I keep trying. I am desperately close to becoming fecal incontinent as well. I always have diarrhea, every BM is an emergency and I barely make it. I have lost control only twice in the last 60 days. I don't know what I am doing wrong. I don't know what to tell the Dr on Monday. I can't make any sense of it. While I am very happy I don't have MS, I was looking forward to being able to point to something specific and say that's my enemy, thats why I can't make it to the bathroom like a normal person.
Thanks for listening. Bless you all.