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hi everyone. as i’ve said here in the past, my incontinence came about through a lifetime of self harm behavior. for me, each instance of incontinence is like an act of self harm all over again so while i need and appreciate the support for my incontinence problems, i am constantly feeling attacked by something deep inside me that still even now after much therapy and hospitalizations i do not understand. i’ve gone around to a few support sites but i really don’t know if anyone knows how to relate to the stuff that is going on inside me. all i do know that even in areas that don’t seem to be connected to incontinence at all i know that they are not only linked but exactly the same reason. it all is some kind of an attack on me from inside yet at the same time i can’t believe i’m just attacking myself.
i know i’m kind of moving away from incontinence with this post but i don’t really know where i can talk about everything because on other sites i have not been able to be open about the incontinence! i just wish i had people who know this about me could be people i could talk to here. maybe some have related experiences? maybe some way they might understand how other things in me are actually connected and be willing to talk.
i know that being able to be open about it in a forum is an important step in moving forward. being able to talk about it in a forum like this (or any) is pretty much what i need. i can’t hide it forever. but of course, maybe this site is not appropriate. i just feel that my self harm, incontinence and the other things i need to talk about are all the same thing. i have just been keeping things hidden for too long. wondering what to do.
i know i’m kind of moving away from incontinence with this post but i don’t really know where i can talk about everything because on other sites i have not been able to be open about the incontinence! i just wish i had people who know this about me could be people i could talk to here. maybe some have related experiences? maybe some way they might understand how other things in me are actually connected and be willing to talk.
i know that being able to be open about it in a forum is an important step in moving forward. being able to talk about it in a forum like this (or any) is pretty much what i need. i can’t hide it forever. but of course, maybe this site is not appropriate. i just feel that my self harm, incontinence and the other things i need to talk about are all the same thing. i have just been keeping things hidden for too long. wondering what to do.