Hello Hannah. I have live almost my whole life as a bedwetter. You are not alone. The first and best thing to do is go to your doctor and see what might be causing the bedwetting. I was diagnosed with over active bladder along with my sleep apnea. It was a battle at first trying to deal with it. I learned to coop with it now. Yes, I do wear diapers at night to deal with the bedwetting. I also have to wear diapers during the day due to the over active bladder. Take one step at a time. I know it is embarrassing. I've been in your shoes. This is a great place to start. This is a great community here. Any questions that you have, there is someone here that can always help you with an answer. We are here to help you.