Jason, thank you for sharing your life story with us. On this site we try to help each other by our histories and experiences. I too have a neurogenic bladder. Mine is due to airplane crash requires surgery to my back and multiple other back surgeries do to spinal stenosis. The nerves between my spine and bladder don’t work so I can’t feel my bladder. Like you, I struggled with wearing diapers 24/7 but I’m fine with it now and don’t care who knows. We all have our demons we battle. Take care and many blessings to you. Again, thanks for sharing.