Tonight was interesting. I am new to being incontinent. I realized the pullup style 'underwear' was not cutting it, so I purchased a package of adult diapers.
This afternoon, I tossed my pull-up, took a nice shower, and put on my diaper. It felt nice. I felt good. I did not realize how fleeting that moment would be.
We had purchased tickets to see a show, so we needed to pickup the tickets. I peed in the diaper before we left the condo, so I thought I would be okay. Boy, was I wrong!
We picked up the tickets, and I reached a point where I knew I needed to go, but I didn't want to do it in front of everyone. So, I held it until we were done. When I finally used the restroom, I exceeded to absorbency capabilities of the diaper and I was wet. Fortunately, I was wearing black sweat pants, but it was uncomfortable.
We went to get dinner. I am sitting in wet clothing. At the end of dinner, I think, I better go before we go to this activity, so I go in the restroom and go. I am still wet, but it seems to be 'okay.
We go to the activity. I'm on the bus and I know I have to go. So I walked to the car as if I am looking for something, and went again. I am sitting on the vinyl seat and my entire bottom is soaked. We reached our intermediate destination... and I am walking around in my soaked diaper and clothes. Finally, the activity was over and I could change out of my wet diaper.
Looking at the front of the diaper, all of the filling in the front had relocated to the crotch area. I was not expecting that. Obviously, some of it had to be the force of my urine hitting the filling, but I wasn't expecting everything to head south.
I am sure I will have other experiences similar to this. I know I need to put together a 'change' bag. I have a lot to learn about being incontinent.
This afternoon, I tossed my pull-up, took a nice shower, and put on my diaper. It felt nice. I felt good. I did not realize how fleeting that moment would be.
We had purchased tickets to see a show, so we needed to pickup the tickets. I peed in the diaper before we left the condo, so I thought I would be okay. Boy, was I wrong!
We picked up the tickets, and I reached a point where I knew I needed to go, but I didn't want to do it in front of everyone. So, I held it until we were done. When I finally used the restroom, I exceeded to absorbency capabilities of the diaper and I was wet. Fortunately, I was wearing black sweat pants, but it was uncomfortable.
We went to get dinner. I am sitting in wet clothing. At the end of dinner, I think, I better go before we go to this activity, so I go in the restroom and go. I am still wet, but it seems to be 'okay.
We go to the activity. I'm on the bus and I know I have to go. So I walked to the car as if I am looking for something, and went again. I am sitting on the vinyl seat and my entire bottom is soaked. We reached our intermediate destination... and I am walking around in my soaked diaper and clothes. Finally, the activity was over and I could change out of my wet diaper.
Looking at the front of the diaper, all of the filling in the front had relocated to the crotch area. I was not expecting that. Obviously, some of it had to be the force of my urine hitting the filling, but I wasn't expecting everything to head south.
I am sure I will have other experiences similar to this. I know I need to put together a 'change' bag. I have a lot to learn about being incontinent.