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So update for you guys.
Well. Bladder urgency has returned. I suppose the stress levels are getting to me. I started work orientation today but something just isn't right with my Dad and Step Mother unfortunately.
I was evicted from my apartment yesterday - unfortunately I believe that my landlord lied under oath in regards toy housing situation. And early this morning; as luck would have it - my car was repossessed.
As you know my family is targeting myself - trying to hide my childhood abuse and memories and due to the fact that my step family (who are the ones at fault) are involved in Law Enforcement; I suppose I'm at an impasse.
I come on here today to clear my mind. I've been beaten down; but God as my witness - my bladder issues and memories will not be forgotten.
In some respects, I don't think others in the real world understand what it is like to have spasms. The pain and the hurt of how your bladder aches. It's a feeling that doesn't go away; a feeling that makes you want to relax your muscles like I've said in the past because your under constant pressure.
But sure enough; I do believe in Justice. Im a firm believer in the truth. And I know in my heart the truth in my life; and the horrors of what others have done to myself.
This morning was the worst. Knowing my car may have been repossessed as another hiderance in my ability to break free of the supression of my child hood.
I knew something was off yesterday due to my eviction case. Something just wasn't right. I have since filed and done the right thing in reporting what has gone on to myself - so that I have a designated paper trail.
That's one thing I learned a long time ago; always have a paper trail.
Prayers are definitely needed still. My bladder hurts. I don't necessarily know what's going on with work as I'm doing all of my orientation work under another users/employees log on information. I can only hope - maybe one day.
That my bladder justice will prevail.
Blessings In Christ,
Honeeecombs
Well. Bladder urgency has returned. I suppose the stress levels are getting to me. I started work orientation today but something just isn't right with my Dad and Step Mother unfortunately.
I was evicted from my apartment yesterday - unfortunately I believe that my landlord lied under oath in regards toy housing situation. And early this morning; as luck would have it - my car was repossessed.
As you know my family is targeting myself - trying to hide my childhood abuse and memories and due to the fact that my step family (who are the ones at fault) are involved in Law Enforcement; I suppose I'm at an impasse.
I come on here today to clear my mind. I've been beaten down; but God as my witness - my bladder issues and memories will not be forgotten.
In some respects, I don't think others in the real world understand what it is like to have spasms. The pain and the hurt of how your bladder aches. It's a feeling that doesn't go away; a feeling that makes you want to relax your muscles like I've said in the past because your under constant pressure.
But sure enough; I do believe in Justice. Im a firm believer in the truth. And I know in my heart the truth in my life; and the horrors of what others have done to myself.
This morning was the worst. Knowing my car may have been repossessed as another hiderance in my ability to break free of the supression of my child hood.
I knew something was off yesterday due to my eviction case. Something just wasn't right. I have since filed and done the right thing in reporting what has gone on to myself - so that I have a designated paper trail.
That's one thing I learned a long time ago; always have a paper trail.
Prayers are definitely needed still. My bladder hurts. I don't necessarily know what's going on with work as I'm doing all of my orientation work under another users/employees log on information. I can only hope - maybe one day.
That my bladder justice will prevail.
Blessings In Christ,
Honeeecombs
