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Even after so long I’m struggling to accept and manage my issue. This morning I went for a drive and was wearing no protection. Seemed ok till I got home and while walking thru the parking deck to my apartment totally lost bladder control. No one was around fortunately so I ran into my apartment and took a quick shower and am now sitting here in a diaper and suddenly understanding at a deeper level how much better it is than the alternative. I can’t imagine trying to explain that to a neighbor in the garage but most people aren’t gonna notice a diaper. if they happen to notice the thickness of a diaper under my pants they wouldn’t say anything. And even if they did, so what.
My bladder issue, oab according to 2 diff urologists, seems to come and go. And I can’t help but think it’s all in my head. If i just think harder or focus more I’ll not leak.
My bladder issue, oab according to 2 diff urologists, seems to come and go. And I can’t help but think it’s all in my head. If i just think harder or focus more I’ll not leak.