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So...here is something i havent wanted to discuss but it is something i am going to have to cross the bridge when the time comes. Which will be this october.
When i was in college, i had kidney stones. Bad. It was roughly a month long ordeal maybe even more - since i had to have a stent put in from my kidney to my bladder to pass urine. This was 2014. Just shy of the opiod epidemic.
They prescribed me oxycodone for the pain, and alot of it. And i took them. And after my kidney stone ordeal - i took them. Well. One day i woke up in the middle of the night and i realized i hadn't passed a bowel movement for a week..maybe more. And instead of doing the correct thing, i passed it. And it was the most painful thing i had ever experienced in my life. I had issues with leakage for a few weeks post that, and have not had a non painful bowel movement since.
While i don't suffer from any sort of bowel incontinence - i have tried to have my fissure healed with no such luck. Which leads me to a sphincterotomy.
Im scared to have the procedure since ive heard that alot of people develop bowel incontinence due to it - and it can be permanent. And ive lived with painful bowel movements for six years thinking its the price I'll have to pay for getting addicted to opiods.
Its kinda been the normal - so i dont talk about it much. But im scared - because i know if i have this surgery life is gonna play the biggest joke on me. But i dont know, maybe it will be fine.
Just worried is all.
When i was in college, i had kidney stones. Bad. It was roughly a month long ordeal maybe even more - since i had to have a stent put in from my kidney to my bladder to pass urine. This was 2014. Just shy of the opiod epidemic.
They prescribed me oxycodone for the pain, and alot of it. And i took them. And after my kidney stone ordeal - i took them. Well. One day i woke up in the middle of the night and i realized i hadn't passed a bowel movement for a week..maybe more. And instead of doing the correct thing, i passed it. And it was the most painful thing i had ever experienced in my life. I had issues with leakage for a few weeks post that, and have not had a non painful bowel movement since.
While i don't suffer from any sort of bowel incontinence - i have tried to have my fissure healed with no such luck. Which leads me to a sphincterotomy.
Im scared to have the procedure since ive heard that alot of people develop bowel incontinence due to it - and it can be permanent. And ive lived with painful bowel movements for six years thinking its the price I'll have to pay for getting addicted to opiods.
Its kinda been the normal - so i dont talk about it much. But im scared - because i know if i have this surgery life is gonna play the biggest joke on me. But i dont know, maybe it will be fine.
Just worried is all.