Joanne,
Looks like a beautiful country you are in. Glad you are choosing to be proactive and let them help you get back on track. So proud of you. You can do this, it just takes allot of baby steps sometimes minutes at a time, then hours, then days. Focus on the present and not the past. You have an opportunity to become the new and healthier Joanne. I’m praying for you sweetie. Hope you and the others are blessed with Gods peace during this Holiday Season.
Jim