Be at peace, we have all made mistakes in the past. The thing is to learn from them and move on. Always remember-live in the now and be grateful. Thank the Lord for all your blessings. You have contact with people like some of us who have been though other life challenging stuff. Thank you for sharing-one day when I have more time-I will share my story-married to an alcoholic for 34 years with angry managements issues, being misdiagnosed with fibromyalgia and having a megalomania brain tumor the size of an orange taken out in 2011. I was sick for over 20 years and lived in my bedroom. No one believe I was sick or in that much pain.
After the surgery,No one said to me great-you are out of the pain after the surgery. NO one was happy for me. I understand-we do crazy things when we are hurt and don't understand the consequences. We can correct and live on. I went to therapy last year for my pelvic floor to strengthen it which has helped a lot. I am on medicare now and have sleep issues. I don't know if it is from the brain tumor, living in anxiety and being a victim most of my life-etc. However I am off drugs, exercising and and trying to make the most of the years the Lord has given me. This all any of us can do. We must remember we live better than 99% of the world. Let us rejoice and be glad.