Getting it on?

@pegasi99 Thank you for your compliments. My smile is the same but I gained weight because of the stupid hysterectomy and instant menopause :(

Neither the estradiol cream nor patch have helped with sex nor fluid. I take both and have for two years. For the cancer they had to remove the top of my vagina, also. Not enough trunk (the vagina) nor roots (the cervix) left; the leaves (the clitoris) matters naught without the trunk nor roots. It sucks. I don’t enjoy receiving oral, never have - not that many men are willing, anyway, despite all the porn they watch that should be informing that that’s part of the deal. They always want infinite oral, of course!

I would DEFINITELY rather not being paying 100% of the living expenses; I hate it. But I’m also very sick of always being the cleanest person in a roommate or a lover living situation, so I’m not that keen to return to living with someone, either. I hate coming home to a mess someone else made. We’ll see what happens. It’s a good idea for every human to be able to afford their own expenses if possible - it’s safer - so that has been my primary life goal the past two years which have been the only time in my life I’ve actually lived alone. 43 years of other people’s messes.

I would like a boyfriend but I doubt I’ll ever be willing to move in with another one when all is said done, unless they’re already as identically clean and organized as I am. I’m dongle trying to change a person, like RUHappy I think said.
 
Thank you for all the support! I will pursue some PT to see if I can get some help with the incontinentce and beef up my pelvic floor muscle group. With be control I hope that my confidence will improve.
My nex appointment with my urologist is to be trained on giving myself a Trimix injection. Trimix is an injection that that you administer into your penile muscle to gain a formidable erection...another expensive way to guarantee a hard-on for suitable intercourse. Hopefully, without urine laced orgasm...lol.
 
@Kingryan1 I would like to know how the Trimix injection thing goes. Strongly considering that as an option.
 
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