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Hello NAFC,
I just wanted to give you guys an update about somethings going on in my life. My mother and grandmother have stepped in thank God to assist myself and advocate for myself in terms of getting the proper support and care. Lately, things haven't been so well for myself - but I know that while things for medical/mental health assistance needs improving; I still love the country I live in.
Today is the Sabbath Day - and have been reading new teachings in the Book of Mormon and have been reflecting on how faith and the atonement of Christ has assisted myself for the better.
Things are starting to improve relationship wise with my Dad - I haven't heard from him in so long - but I hope to hear from him soon. Baby steps I suppose. It's been a long road from where I've been the past few years.
Bladder health wise - I've been suffering internally for the past month or so. I hate the pain of the bladder spasms and the current protection that I have now doesn't fit right unfortunately - so in that case; I struggle with the spasms and pain that is inside my naval. I hope to see a doctor soon in regards to that. When I've used more proper protection; I'm not sure if the pressure on my chest helps with causing less pain; I'm not sure - but I'm not in constant pain when I leak. I suppose I'm in a rock and a hard place.
With my grandmother and mother's assistance - I'm looking at transitional living services in our local area to help myself live independently but get the required help I need to live a better life. I can live Independently for the most part; and can take care of myself hygiene wise - but with being isolated for so long in my last apartment - and with PTSD and mental health issues - I am glad I am taking steps to brighten my future.
Anyway, today I am thankful for my friends, family, and the Lord. I saw Michael Moore last week i believe; I think he's been brown nosing in my neck of the woods.
I talked to my mom and step dad about my living situation coincidentally today about my living situation with my roommate - whom we have kind of went our seperate ways with. My step dad was concerned he would pull his shenanigans again - but lately has been quiet. It reminded me of Michaels documentary "Bowling for Columbine" where Banks used to give away free guns with the opening of a checking account. What a world we live in here in the States.
Anyway, to remind myself to stay in positive light I remembered a memory of my Dad and I at Six Flags a long time ago. It was the crest of the millennium and I remember sitting on his shoulders on the lawn - back then I was so small but I remembered I always wanted one of those huge green alien water bottles that you put soda in that theme parks would charge you $20 for. But I remember that night. The lights, the glow sticks, and laser light show with fireworks with the song "God Bless the USA" playing.
That memory of my Dad and I is something I think about sometimes when I think of him knowing that things are heading in a better direction and i hope that things will work out in the long run - even if it is just a relationship with him and myself.
That's my update I suppose. I won't be active on here alot - I promised my step dad I would stay off of social media and not use data as it has been triggering in recent times. But I hope things have been well for you guys.
Blessings In Christ,
Honeeecombs
I just wanted to give you guys an update about somethings going on in my life. My mother and grandmother have stepped in thank God to assist myself and advocate for myself in terms of getting the proper support and care. Lately, things haven't been so well for myself - but I know that while things for medical/mental health assistance needs improving; I still love the country I live in.
Today is the Sabbath Day - and have been reading new teachings in the Book of Mormon and have been reflecting on how faith and the atonement of Christ has assisted myself for the better.
Things are starting to improve relationship wise with my Dad - I haven't heard from him in so long - but I hope to hear from him soon. Baby steps I suppose. It's been a long road from where I've been the past few years.
Bladder health wise - I've been suffering internally for the past month or so. I hate the pain of the bladder spasms and the current protection that I have now doesn't fit right unfortunately - so in that case; I struggle with the spasms and pain that is inside my naval. I hope to see a doctor soon in regards to that. When I've used more proper protection; I'm not sure if the pressure on my chest helps with causing less pain; I'm not sure - but I'm not in constant pain when I leak. I suppose I'm in a rock and a hard place.
With my grandmother and mother's assistance - I'm looking at transitional living services in our local area to help myself live independently but get the required help I need to live a better life. I can live Independently for the most part; and can take care of myself hygiene wise - but with being isolated for so long in my last apartment - and with PTSD and mental health issues - I am glad I am taking steps to brighten my future.
Anyway, today I am thankful for my friends, family, and the Lord. I saw Michael Moore last week i believe; I think he's been brown nosing in my neck of the woods.
I talked to my mom and step dad about my living situation coincidentally today about my living situation with my roommate - whom we have kind of went our seperate ways with. My step dad was concerned he would pull his shenanigans again - but lately has been quiet. It reminded me of Michaels documentary "Bowling for Columbine" where Banks used to give away free guns with the opening of a checking account. What a world we live in here in the States.
Anyway, to remind myself to stay in positive light I remembered a memory of my Dad and I at Six Flags a long time ago. It was the crest of the millennium and I remember sitting on his shoulders on the lawn - back then I was so small but I remembered I always wanted one of those huge green alien water bottles that you put soda in that theme parks would charge you $20 for. But I remember that night. The lights, the glow sticks, and laser light show with fireworks with the song "God Bless the USA" playing.
That memory of my Dad and I is something I think about sometimes when I think of him knowing that things are heading in a better direction and i hope that things will work out in the long run - even if it is just a relationship with him and myself.
That's my update I suppose. I won't be active on here alot - I promised my step dad I would stay off of social media and not use data as it has been triggering in recent times. But I hope things have been well for you guys.
Blessings In Christ,
Honeeecombs
