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I have the following sensations all of the time & they drive me crazy! Does anyone else have them? No matter what I do, no matter how many times I wipe myself with toilet paper, I have these sensations. It feels as though I have urine dripping down my inner thighs to my knees. I feel as though my feet are wet up to my ankles when I wear ankle socks. If I wear knee-high socks, then I feel wet all the way up to the length of the knee-high socks. I have Fecal Incontinence, so it feels as though I have liquid leaking onto my buttocks. And yet, when I feel my buttocks with my hand, they are dry. My genitalia always feel wet & cold. Yet, when I feel with my hand, they're fairly dry. So I asked my Clinical Psychologist about it. He asked me if I had ever been shamed for wetting myself. I recalled my Father getting mad at wetting myself when I was toilet training. I was under five years old. I remembered we lived in Hayward, CA. I recalled that I was left in my clothing that way for awhile to teach me a lesson. So my therapist & I are working on that memory. Don't know how that will pan out, but it's worth a try. So, my question is: Does anyone else have the sensations that I do? I feel so alone in this!
