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In addition to the peeing while doing the dishes issue I just posted, lately I have been waking over night not to just run to the bathroom to pee but because I've been having what must be anxiety dreams about severe bowel issues where it happens in the dream while people are around. This morning the dream was so vivid that I thought it really happened. The sensation and odor was there. I worry that it is going to become a real issue. I think that I'm discovering that something I thought I was managing is actually a couple of conditions that are getting worse and fear is taking over because I know what's coming. That, or I'm just getting weary of it and caving in when thought I was strong. Reality seems to be taking over in a very bad way.