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So last week I was forced to trade in my thin curity pullups for Depends. I was just having too many soak thru accidents especially at night. Strangely I'm really happy I did and wish I had sooner. I guess I was sort of envisioning a tape on baby diaper complete with cartoon characters lol and the thought made me want to barf, envisioning my womanhood vanishing, but the ones I wear are a pullup and look kinda like beige panties. They are also VERY absorbent. No wet pajamas and bedding in the morning even when my diaper is super soaked and swollen in the mornin. And the accident I'm usually having on my way to the toilet on top of the 2-3 I clearly had during the night doesn't cause me to leak. Leaves me wondering why I was so stubborn about making the switch in the first place. I'm not gonna trying underwear again for awhile. I'm just having too many accidents lately with holiday stress and my anxiety. The last one I had earlier today was the kind I very seldom have: ZERO warning. I was finishing my Christmas shopping when literally out of nowhere I started to pee in my diaper. No feel of needing to go or the dribbles that usually tell me I'm about to have an accident. Nope, the pee just suddenly started coming out and all I could do was stand there in the aisle until I was done. I went to the restroom to change afterward and was surprised that the diaper was pretty heavy, more so than one bladder dump should make it, it seemed. Then I remembered I'd had a massive panic attack a couple hours earlier (this happens semi-regularly). I must have peed while I was freaking out and just didn't realize but that goes to show how excellent this new absorbancy is. Thankful for little victories.